I am not feeling to stellar today, I am a little queasy and my head hurts. These moods are not usually conducive to blogging but I have been thinking a lot about one of Michael and my conversations yesterday and one of Colorado Celt’s posts inspired me.
This is a t-shirt design for the volunteer group Colorado Celt is helping organize. I am unsure who created the design. You can see the t-shirt back and get more information on his blog.
It may seem like an over-exaggeration, I truly mean it when I say that the Pagan community deeply angers me at times. I am referring to the ones who do not practice what they preach, especially those who see the Earth as our sacred Mother.
When I come to find out many who claim to love and care about Mother Earth do not even the simplest things, like recycle; it is not far off to say I become completely disgusted. Particularly when these “Pagans” attack others with a holier-then-thou attitude when they themselves are equally to blame as themselves. I find many Pagans who are all talk with no action, it is always something they will do tomorrow or next, after this or that – something that never gets done.
I am not saying I am perfect by any means. I freely admit to have a dash of hypocrite in me on occasion. I have a dream (I’ve heard that line somewhere before… *smiles*) to one day build a temple dedicated to free spirits oriented around giving back to the Earth. I want it to be a retreat for people to come and find themselves and their purpose. I know I will accomplish this dream but between right now and then I have been a bit loss lately. Something yesterday caused me see which path I must follow to my goals. I must do more then just changing Michael and my lifestyle to a more environmentally conscious one.
Yesterday on a walk Michael and I found a hypodermic needle on a park path, inches from my sandaled feet. That was a wake up call for me, I am not doing enough to give back to the community. Looking around I finally saw how much garbage is in our sacred natural places, as a Pagan, I see it as an affront to Mother Earth, and yet I have been doing nothing to fix the problem. I want to change that. Luckily I did not need to step on the needle to see where my path must go from here.
I should be reaching out and help organize Pagan events that give back to the Mother Earth. Cleaning up Spokane’s beautiful parks (trash and graffiti) for a start. I am going to see if there is a volunteer group like the one Colorado Celt is helping, here in Spokane. If not then I intend on starting one, even if I am the only one showing up and doing something, I will not feel as though I am betraying my path. I do hope others will join me though. There is a Pagan meetup this Wednesday on the Liberty Cafe, I will bring this up there.
As one we sing to her our song
As one we love her
As one we heal her
Her heart beats with our own as one.
~ “As One” by Denean ~

